Yesterday, it was nice seeing everyone once again with the exception of a few close ones. Didn't do much like usual but I didn't see it that way, since I haven't seen everyone in forever. Started the day off running errands--getting my car washed, taking my brother and sister to school, taking my grandpa for grocery shopping, etc. Then, we went to Santa Clara to pick up Charlene. DAMNNN everyone there is hella small, doesn't even look like a high school anymore. Haha oh well, I'm glad I'm out of there although I feel bad for my niggas that still go there. Hang in there guys, lol. Went to the mall, got a few shirts and exchanged the rest of my VN money into US dollars, $51.43 or something. I thought it'd be at least $60+. Whatever though, right? Ain't nothing to me. Played scratchers the rest of the night while sitting around with Vince, Agape, Tuan, Paul and Daniel. I was up for a bit, then ended up losing $3. Then again, ain't nothing to me. =)

Homeland

Leavin for the homeland tmrw. I want to go, bt then I kinda don't, lol. Oh well, I'll make the best of it.

Lately,

I find it hard to ever find anything to do.

This week

Summer

By far, one of the best summers ever. Basically, it's how summer should be, having fun and enjoying yourself. And that's exactly what I've been doing.

Graduation is coming up, a bittersweet feeling.
Senior Year, by far, is the worst high school year.
I'll always remember... theboys, the loved ones, those who care, summer of '07, the Spring Break LA trip, prom '08, parties at Fremont house, 420 tree, GPC, night sessions, Earl, a whole lot more..

Future College

Went to Irvine today to visit my future college campus and housing. Decided to take a day off from school, to come see how the next four years of my life will look like. Place looks fuckin amazin, I wish I took pictures bt yeah, place is tiiight. A huge park, in the middle of the campus, I think it's rather brilliant. The next four years of my life is looking like a success!(=

AP.9

Daddy Is A Gangsta - AP.9

Spring Break

Best four days of my life, that pretty much sums everything up! It was something I needed--a getaway, especially after all that has happened in these last two months. Time for myself, time away from the things that stress you the fuck out, going on this trip gave me the chance to find myself again and I'm glad I took it. Now, I feel like myself again, not necessarily my old self, bt someone with confidence and knows what he wants and how to get it.

Tuesday: Drove down ta LA and met up with the guys nd Earl's homegirls ;) Went around Fairfax to do some light shopping, only Josh bought something for himself and his wonderful girlfriend! Afterwards, around night, dropped Catherine off at some town called Corona, and headed over to Palm Springs to kickback at Bingo's house. Everyone was 'on like shit' rollin nd jerkin to pussy fiend. Fuckin Terrance got drunk as fuuuck--takin a piss in the garage, rollin around in his piss, throwin up all ova himself, running into the door, strippin butt naked in front of paul, all thiss shit will be on youtube soon, cupcake no fillin' pt. 6 so check that out soon.

Wednesday: Woke up around 11 or so, showered, then headed off to Sonics (first time there, it's alright..haha actually it fuckin' sucks) headed back to Inglewood did some light shopping again at UNDFTDED, Supreme, then headed off to some Korean BBQ place, bomb as fuck. Unlimited short ribs, bbq beef, for $16.99. Kinda expensive, but some good shit though. Oh nd btw, you could smoke inside the place too! Uhm what else, they poured champagne all over the people who celebrated their birthdays there! And to end the night, same routine as the night before, except at Malcolm's house!



Thursday: Fucccck, no sleep, and had to drive 85 miles to pick up Catherine from some city called Murrieta. (DO NOT DRIVE SLEEPY) Fuckin almost died 3 times on the way there, driving in the wrong lane for a good minute or so, slowed down to 30 mph, I have no idea why but daamn I was driving like I was drunk or someshit. Finally got there, nd told Paul to take the wheel instead. Arrived back in the bay around 4 or 5, just posted at Pauls house nd chilled at Vince's after. Then, me Paul Earl Ben nd Terrance met up with JP and Vivian to pick up Jimmy to head to a party. Bumped into some random people that I knew, nd that was around 2 or 3 where the night actually started! Same routine as the previous two nights, nd headed up to Sf with the guys at Twin Peaks, Golden Gate, Pier 39. It waaas a good night! Didn't get home to around 9 in the morning or so!

Friday: Woke up around 3.30 in the fuckin afternoon! Ah, what a waste of a day. It was cool though just chilled at Pauls nd met up at Vinces house with Earl, got a car wash (damn the car was fuckin dirty, dead shit all over the windshield), went to Milpitas party in EV and chilled with the homies there until like 2. Finally went home, took a shower, chopped it up for a bit, then kay ohhed.

THE BEST SPRING BREAK EVER!

Another lesson learned

To whom it may concern:
Never really believed in karma. I just always thought, life's never fair for anyone..there are bound to be the good days followed by the bad ones, even if you do the right things all the time. So, what I'm really trying to say is, you can't predict what happens next in life, you just gotta strap yourself in and hang on tight for this wild rollercoaster ride..called life. Life's always gonna hit you with surprises, and it's gonna put you in a position where you have no idea how to get out. From past experiences, just keep in mind, you can never handle anything alone, no how the complicated the situation is. You're surrounded by your loved ones, family, friends of all sorts (bests, associates, co-workers, barbars..) never be afraid to seek help and comfort from them, that's what they're there for! And, you gotta think how the hell did you get yourself in the situation you're in the first place, cause that's the only way you can get out of it. Bt yeah, even when you feel like you've hit rock bottom, just know that there's no where else to go, but up. So stay positive in face of whatever's holding you down, and find that silver lining. And remember, '..life is not measure by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away..'

A couple of quotes I came across that I found interesting:

"The tears come, you just gotta grieve, endure, and move on"

"The less people speak of their greatness, the more we think of it"

"Blessed are the forgetful, for they forget even the worst of their plundgers"

Fan Signs

Hello goodbye!

Last month, I couldn't wait for March to be over. Not because I hate March and allergy season or anything, but everything else that 09 March entailed. By far, I can say it was the WORST month ever. So many things happened, I'm not going to mention, because all of the important people know already, and that's all that matters. Bt yeah, hopefully April can be the complete opposite, as it's starting to do so already! I've completed my SIR for UCI, and I'm off in a bit to look for a car, looking into an IS-F but I don't know, if my dad's gna get me thaaat! If that's too much to ask, regardless, I'm getting something that will get me from 0-60 in less than 5 seconds. Hahahjk. Anyways, to all you bloggers out there, things are swell, but like I said before, things can change in a blink of an eye! *knocks wood

Oh, btw..here's your shoutout Jayne!

Weekend.

Weekend was alright, nothing went as planned though, but nevertheless, everything did turn out okay. Haha. Friday, suppose to have our little trance dance in Fremont, but things came up so we postponed it to next Friday, right after the Trojan Olympics. GO GO GO! Saturday, spent time with the family, went out blah blah. Sunday, sitting here finishin up hww and working as a salesman.

Oh, and btw, I'm feeling a lot better since the last blog.(=

Here's for the update, Jayne.

Another blog about life, my view..

So, when everything in life is going down the drain, and you don't see the silver lining, what do you do? I d k.

'..So anyway, in the end i never really came out with an answer, but just that life can be really screwed up no matter what you make of it. I'm just glad to know that for now, my life is simple. but you never know things could change in a blink of an eye..' (previous blogs)

^Life was good, life was easy..until now. Since no one really seems to know how I feel or what I am going through, because I don't really know either, life's been rather difficult to live. Sometimes, I really wanna quit, but out there, someone still lives a life worse than mine. As of now, there's just far too many problems going on for me, it's overwhelming and I really don't think I can handle this alone. But, that's one of the reasons why I'm in this mess, trusting people who can their backs on you, like that. On top of that, Angelina and I have been trying to work out this so-called friendship that we have. Though we've been trying hard to work at it, it just does not seem to work out, so it was mutually decided distance and time will do us good. I'm fine with that, whatever makes us both happy in the long run. Basically, those are the sole reasons why life's so unsure for me right now. On top of that, there's the college rejections, red light violation ticket, and so forth. The little things that altogether amount to something.

Life goes on

My girlfriend left me, but thank god I'm not depressed about it but rather moving on and looking forward to the other rewards in life. I mean life does go on, and I'm still young enough to cherish all those moments as they come.
-Tony